my second video account

for those of you who are not signed up to youtube but want to watch my videos, i'm signed up to vimeo, my back up account. if you have no idea what i'm talking about, just go here: thank you and have fun!


i've got one word to say to sum up miyavi - japanese awesomeness! to me he looks awesome. i love japan! i'm probably going to be stuck with this cold for some time. damn you british weather!

Tiger Woods Car Accident:Tiger Woods Suffered Facial Lacerations in Car Crash

2009 Australian Masters - Day 3

Tiger Woods was hospitalized after being injured in a car accident outside his home in The Sunshine State Firday morning.

According to Orlando Sentinel, the 33-year-old champion golfer struck his Cadillac SUV into a fire hydrant and then hit a tree in his neighbor’s yard about 2:25 a.m. Tiger’s wife, Elin Nordegren, used her husband’s golf clubs to smash open a window and helped free him from the vehicle.

The athlete was reportedly suffered facial lacerations following the accident. He was taken to Health Central Hospital in Ocoee, Florida.

His rep issued a statement regarding the crash, saying "Tiger Woods was in a minor car accident outside his home last night. He was admitted, treated and released today in good condition. We appreciate very much everyone’s thoughts and well wishes”.

Officials has confirmed that the accident was not alcohol-related.

death cab for cutie

if you haven't heard death cab for cutie, go check them out.
still really sick. it's a bad cold.
but it's making me so tired.

death from above 1979

i do apologise, i'm not very well, but i thought i'd post this photo of death from above 1979. they are so cool. i'm making another cinema bizarre video soon. all i do is make cinema bizarre videos. i'm not complaining, seeing as they're the best band ever.


i'm ill with a cold and it's not nice. my voice is starting to go, i'm freezing and i just feel awful. didn't sleep too well last night either.
being sick sucks completely. oh dear.


i'm off to starbucks christmas eve. i am going to that, i'm going with my mum.
i'm trying not to blog because i'm really not feeling very well. i can't be bothered to write a long blog.
sunday was great fun.
olivia was being so adorable. as always.
i'll blog again when i am feeling better. kisses x.

Lisa Rinna Without Makeup (Picture)

Lisa Rinna Without Makeup Picture

Lisa Rinna, the 46-year-old actress who is best known for her plumped-up lips, posted a-makeup free picture of herself on her Twittter on Tuesday, writing, "This is what it looks like before beauty team arrives. Just keepin it real ppl!"

AFI FEST 2009 Screening Of A Single Man Closing Night Gala

Earlier this year, Lisa has admitted that she “overdid” the beauty treatments by getting dermal filler injection into her face.

"When you change your face, you don't look like yourself," she said. "Looking fresher is one thing. I look like a freak! I always said I wouldn't change my face, but I did it."

How do you think of Lisa without any makeup?


i'm loving being on youtube.
it's like my own little world.
youtube is a battlefield for your heart. could i imagine my life without youtube? probably not.
i absolutely love being on youtube.
i signed up on august 17 and i haven't looked back since. i'm thrilled to be part of the youtube community. it's actually very overwhelming.
i need to make my next video.

valentine's day lament

the georgian mansion feels cold and empty.
memories play on the crystal chandelier.
darkness holds me in my relentless grip.
red roses lie randomly on the floor.
and a glass of white wine rests in my hand
the roses have died and turned black
black roses on valentine's day
my love is far away
it may be many years before we meet again
angellica left me five years to the day
my dear love was on her way to meet me
and enjoy a romantic meal at luigi's, our favourite restaurant
but her red ferrari spunout of control
on a tight bend near our home
she died instantly in a tangled wreck of metal.
so each valentine's day i drink a glass of wine
i drive my black mercedes to her grave
and place red roses next to her marble headstone
"my beloved wife, so beautiful and pure"
"whose live was so cruelly cut short"
"you are always in my thoughts"
i love comfortably in my exclusive californian mansion
but all the luxuries and all the money in the world
cannot bring my love back
until the day i die
and embrace her again in heaven
and kiss her soft lips
share in my bittersweet memories this valentine's day
the memories of our love sustain me
and comfort me in my idillyc isolation.

writing poetry takes me back. i don't write poetry anymore. i used to all the time. for some reason, i just stopped. it was all very dark, the poetry i wrote. the poem ablove explains the stuff i wrote.
didn't write much on wordpress this weekend.
was pretty good.
it was olivia's first birthday yesterday. fun times. she was being really cute as ever.
i still have some photos to post as well that i collected from tumblr. i actually jumped on a bandwagon. i never did before. tumblr is great, i love it. i love my tumblr. i'm going to do something a little more interesting next time.
i've forgotten all about the blogs i'm reading. oops. mememolly hasn't written a new blog entry since september 24, wtf molly! as much as being a massive mememolly fan, it would be good to hear from her on her awesome blog.

so i've decided something. i am going to post the photos that i found from the internet. i'm snap happy. yeah.

photos are my whole life. i'm going to post all, yes all of my photos from tumblr. makes my blog far more exciting. i don't know what else to say other than you will see the photos very soon. peace and kisses my darlings.x.

st petersburg oh how you inspire me!

nothing looks more beautiful. i love this photo. amazing.
wordpress this weekend.

new york new york

dear new york, please employ me so i can embrace myself in your love daily. and possibly a big gorgeous apartment to put myself in as well. i only have st petersburg to blog about. yay!
frank sinatra also sang about new york, hence the explanation for the title.

Nicole Richie Hospitalized for Pneumonia

March Of Dimes 4th Annual Celebration Of Babies

Nicole Richie has been hospitalized with pneumonia at a Los Angeles hospital.

"Nicole has checked into Cedars-Sinai where she is being treated for pneumonia. She is doing well." a rep for the star said Wednesday.

The 28-year-old mom of two Tweeted that she was feeling badly for days on Sunday, writing, "ok cold, it's been 6 days. Lets part ways graciously & keep it moving."

Citing illness, Richie bowed out of the Nov. 10 launch of her House of Harlow jewelry at Bebe in L.A.

the 3 best things about canada

i've quite fancied visiting canada, maybe possibly live there. that would be awesome.
maybe one day, i will escape here and find myself elsewhere. will it happen? i can't asnwer that right now but you never know.
got new york and st petersburg to blog about and then i am finished.

it feels as if i've got all these big things all planned. i'd love to go to different places but i feel like i'll never do them. maybe i will, maybe i won't but you never know.
never say never.


i'm completely in love with helsinki. i find it really beautiful to look at. it's even more stunning at night i reckon. i've even had thoughts about living there. does that sound so wrong? more to come later this week.

more jeffree star

blogging very shortly on wordpress but i thought i'd post some of my other photos of jeffree star. isn't he gorgeous? he is outrageous but his music is awesome. i always watch him on youtube. and he's beautiful too. he also interviewed cinema bizarre. yay! enjoy the pics. i will blog about him on wordpress this week, i promise.
i have a bit of a thing for beautiful men at the moment.
i'll also be posting my pictures of my favourite places as well so keep a look out for that. i'm starting with finland's capital, helsinki, ottawa and vancouver, canada (ontario included), new york, usa and then saint petersburg russia.
gee wiz, oh what fun that will be!
i'll probably do about 3 blogs on wordpress this week. i love wordpress so much. it's great doing two blogs. i have so much more to say.
i'm going to make a move now, i have a wordpress blog to do. i'm carrying on with the v for vendetta theme. yeah.

Shayne Lamas DUI; Shayne Lamas Arrested for Suspicion of Driving Drunk

Audrina Patridge at Los Premios MTV 2009 in LA

Shayne Lamas, the 24-year-old Leave It to Lamas reality star, was arrested for suspicion of drunk driving in Venice, Calif., around 1 a.m. Saturday morning.

"Early Saturday morning, after consuming one drink, I willingly drove through a mandatory check point on my way home with complete confidence of passing. However, the breathalyzer indicated that I was over the legal limit of blood alcohol content and was arrested onsite.” Shayne, the daughter of actor Lorenzo Lamas, tells E! News.

"I take full responsibility for my lack of judgment. I have always strived to be a role model for my friends, family and fans and have never nor will ever condone drinking and driving. I apologize for all those I have disappointed, including myself."

Shayne Lamas is due in court Dec. 9 for the misdemeanor charge.

happy birthday jeffree star!

on 15th november 1985 this beautiful amazing person was born. yay!
i love you!

i like the rain

for the past few days, there's been a lot of this.
but not when i'm in it.
pictures of the rain look really beautiful.
i hate wind.
but rain...there's something about it which i love.
i also love sun...but why does everyone hate the rain?
girls at least.
they moan because it gets them wet and start moaning about getting their hair wet. for fuck's sake! i hate these petty little women.
grow up and get over it.
please stop moaning about it.

been listening to imogen heap all week. ah, i love her. she makes me forget everything. i put her on and it feels like nothing bothers me. who feels that way with a favourite song?

i feel like sleeping all afternoon. i'm sleeping more than i have been doing. clears your head. i once went to bed at 9pm and didn't wake up until 1am. i could spend the whole afternoon asleep. well, they do say you spend half your life in bed anyway so it doesn't matter.

i must remember to buy dark red hair dye this week. for christmas yay. made my list. got olivia's birthday party next sunday. woo hoo! i have to get more photos of her. i love you olivia!

holla holla natalie portman

i'm not that huge on natalie portman but she's a cool actress so i've posted a photo of her. i felt quite happy about blogging about v for vendetta and i think the photo makes a nice touch. i don't have a long list of actresses i'm mad on but whatever.

ok so, i mentioned i was going to post photos of my favourite places in the world, so i'm going to do that. i've already got the pictures so it's a good idea. i did japan back in july so i don't need to blog about that. memories of those blog posts are always with me.

for me, the photographs i found were amazing. i posted about geishas, tokyo, kyoto, osaka, osaka castle, houses, water gardens and everything else japanese. my posts look awesome and i had a lot of fun. i try to make my blog as good as i can make it. i'm pleased to say it worked! i need to carry on adding photos to my blog. i want to make it more interesting. i'm blogging about v for vendetta on wordpress as well. it's only photos that need posting. i posted v's speech, which is so good.

v for vendetta - v's speech

part 2 of my v for vendetta post. part 1 was yesterday so here is the second part.
this speech has too many vs but brilliant.

v - i can assure you i mean you no harm.
evey - who are you?
v - who? who is but the form following the function of what and what i am is a man in a mask.
evey - well i can see that.
v - of course you can, i'm not questioning your powers of observation, i'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.
evey - oh, right.
v - but on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona. voila! in view humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. this visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi now vacant, vanished. however, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin, van guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
the only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the viligant and the virtuous.
verily this vichysoisse of verbiage veers most vobose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me v.
evey - are you like a crazy person?
v - i'm quite sure they will say so, but to whom might i ask am i speaking?
evey - i'm evey.
v - evey? e v - of course you are...

brilliant film! i need to get it on dvd definitely. hugo weaving portrays the character of V so well. long live v for vendetta. awesome! i need to do wordpress on monday. i want to post here this weekend.

v's introduction to evey

for me, this is my highlight of this film i love the music. it's so creepy. brilliant film!

v for vendetta

i watched this film and i thought it was brilliant. v's introduction to evey was so good. this blog and tomorrow's blog will be on this awesome film. above is the video of v's introduction to evey, played by natalie portman.


berlin in 1989 - the first photo explains everything.
i'm desperate to go back to germany. berlin maybe? i want to see where the berlin wall was when it came down in 1989. pretty epic. i love germany!
the photo i posted is of berlin lit up at night. looks beautiful doesn't it? i plan to come there one day.

Julianne Hough & Chuck Wicks Split Up

Julianne Hough Performs at B.B. King's

Julianne Hough, 21, and Chuck Wicks, 31, have reportedly split up after nearly two years of dating, according to reports.

"This was mutual,” a source told People, "They needed some time apart."

Both Hough and Wicks are expected to attend the Country Music Association Awards in Nashville on Wednesday night. Wicks is covering the red carpet for "Entertainment Tonight" and Hough is a presenter.

i love making videos

wow, two videos made in one day. that is such a big achievement. i'm getting good at this video making thing. yay. i'm so proud of myself. i love making videos for youtube.
windows movie maker is brilliant. i underestimated you before but i love you and you've not let me down. finally achieved something.
amazing what you can put together with windows movie maker. i am now part of the youtube community. if there are any events, i want to go.
i'm just making cinema bizarre and tokio hotel videos for now until i get a camera. i'd love a video camera. i'd like to make a video of a tour of where i live. gosh, that's going to be a lot of editing. but i'm happy with what i'm doing. i love it.

i managed to find 'they're coming to take me away' so i downloaded it. i love the song. it's mad but great. a big shout out to who recorded it.

my parents know i do youtube. i want to show them my videos. i've been on youtube for four months. to start with, i only favourited videos. i don't subscribe to lots of people, it's not my style.

i'm going to my cousin olivia's birthday party on november 22. yay! get to see her! i love her so much. she's the best ever. she's such a cute little thing. honestly.

i'm so happy i've finally got the music department sorted out. it's been a right pain in the bum (why am i using that saying so much?) but my brother gave me some simple software and downloaded it to my computer. yay!

i've been nominated!

i'm up for a kreativ blogger award! amazing! i want to say thank you to molly ( for nominating me! i love you molly!

7 things about myself
1) i get very emotional whenever i hear a sad song
2) i'm very comptetitive on neopets
3) i went through a gothic phase from november 05-october 07
4) i'm addicted to german bands cinema bizarre and tokio hotel
5) i love my family and friends
6) i'm addicted to starbucks
7) my favourite holidays are halloween and christmas

my nominees are:-
1) bryony
2) kevin
3) ella
4) eleni
5) molly
6) lizz
7) emily

go to my blog - to accept.

they're coming to take me away!

i found they're coming to take me away on itunes last night and downloaded it. i love it. it's a really weird tune. gives me an idea for a video.
i have so many amazing ideas planned for videos. i hate copyright. beckie0 is my inspiration. i want to be as awesome as her. i want to be as good. i can't stop watching her videos.
i love you beckie! her cat, ginger, is missing. she's so cut up about him being missing. i really want to send her something. maybe i could write her a letter. i feel for her, i really do.

Miley Cyrus Has Never Heard Jay-Z’s Song

Disney's 2nd Annual Concert For Hope

Miley Cyrus claims that she’s never actually heard a song by Jay-Z, the Grammy-winning rapper.

"I've never heard a Jay-Z song, I don't listen to pop music." the 16-year-old said in a new interview before her Halloween concert in Kentucky this past Saturday.

But doesn’t she sing pop music, or are we missing something here?

When asked about her new song, Party in the U.S.A., which was recently No. 1 on the Top 40 charts, the singer said, “I don't know, I didn't write the song, so I have no idea, Honestly, I picked that song because I needed something to go with my clothing line. I didn't write it and ... I didn't expect it to be popular, originally. It was just something that I wanted to do, and I needed some songs and it turned out for the best."

She added, “it is not even my style of music. I’m really blessed for it to have done as well as it has. Totally blessed. God has definitely put me in an amazing position with amazing people.”

Check out the video of Miley Cyrus interview from Halloween below:

twilight new moon

oh, the torment you cause me, twilight.
i keep seeing trailers and stuff for the second film. so i want to see it. i love vampires. i have a bit of an obsession with vampires.
i would be tempted to go see twilight new moon yes.
i'm thinking about it.
not out in the cinemas until november 20 anyway.
i'm not obsessed with the twilight stuff.
can i just state something. when it comes to twilight, i am not obsessed. not that everybody else is obsessed but just by posting this, it doesn't mean i'm obsessed. ok?

i'm not happy

haven't been too happy recently.
things are getting to me.
just how people are.
i'm not depressed, i just haven't had anything to be happy about.
i'm letting things get on top of me. i hate the feeling of not feeling happy. i seem to have lost the ability to be happy. oh lord.
i've also been very emotional. i was so emotional yesterday afternoon. i just couldn't stop crying. the tears were literally flowing. am i going to be like this forever? i don't know. i feel like bursting into tears right now. fuck my life.

i just feel so empty.
i feel so alone, like i can't rely on anyone. this is so pathetic, this is so stupid. i sometimes sit in my room in the dark because i just feel so low. i've tried everything to stay and be happy. i've tried everything and nothing seems to stop it, it just keeps coming back.
i'm so unhappy. i really am. it might not seem like it when you look at me but it's all going on underneath. i don't believe in happy endings. i just want to scream.
i'm so frustrated and upset. i feel like sticking two fingers up at this stupid, pathetic retarded world. say fuck you. i'm fed up of it. what am i doing? why am i writing all this? i'm so alone. all i want to do is not care. i'm so fucking alone, fed up with everything, fed up with everyone.
i'm pouring my heart out and some people pretend not to fucking give a shit about anybody else's life. i'm so angry with everything.
kisses from me. x

bonfire night!

bonfire night! so many memories. whoever's celebrating tonight, have fun!

my red hair obsession

i've been obsessing over dying my hair red.
it looks so cool.
i've posted these two pictures, hoping to help me make my decision. i don't know. which should i go for? the first red or the second red?

Mariah Carey Embarrassing Stumble on “The Jay Leno Show”

Mariah Carey almost took an embarrassing fall as she stumbled down a step on the set of The Jay Leno Show in New York Monday night.

The Obsessed singer was blowing a kiss to fans but failed to notice the step as crowds cheered her onstage at the show. She laughed off the stumble by telling the audience: “You know when I tripped, I had choreographed that earlier. It was a plan to make Jay nervous that he was going to get sued……”

Check out the video of Mariah Carey on the Jay Leno Show Nov. 2.

dita von teese

she's so amazing and interesting!

back earlier than planned

i am back! yay!
wow, feels as if i've been absent forever. i've been away from this blog, but i'm back. halloween was last night. fun.
been blogging on wordpress. it's great. joyce has returned from seeing cinema bizarre in barcelona. i've seen the photos. amazing. watched mememolly on rocketboom. amazing show. i love it!